When we visit people who are bedridden, some of us imagine an angel or an ethereal presence hovering over them. This is not to imply that death is near. It tells us the Holy One is watching over them and loves them.
Should you become very sick, and may that never come to pass in the near future (Amen), it isn’t because God has deserted you. Your illness was caused by something terrible in nature or in your life, not from anything willed upon you by the Almighty.
For everything there is a time or a season, even when it feels like it’s the wrong time. Don’t lose faith because you don’t understand why. No one else does, either. It may not seem so, but you are always loved by a power far greater than you can imagine.